got a lil problem

hey~ to anyone who is reading this~~~
do you have any gay friends??
i'm really freaked out~
one of my friends girl's friend told me that she loves me.....
and the problem is not that she has a boy friend......
but that boy friend was my ex........
and if i say yes to the girl...
will that make her boy friend think i'm helpless???

comment if you have any answers or thinking~~
tq~

LITTLE MIDDLE FREAK

U NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU'RE GONNA DIE,
MAYBE TOMOROW, MAYBE TONIGHT, MAYBE FEW YEARS....
I'M NEVER GOOD ENOUGH~
-RESULT NOT THE WORST BUT NOT THE BEST~
-HEIGHT, NOT THE SHORTEST IN CLASS YET NOT THE TALLEST...
-FIGURE,
WE ARE LIVING IN THE 21ST CENTURY WHERE THIN SLIM PEOPLE ARE CONSIDERED AS PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL.. AND I'M NOT THE PRETIEST....
IF WE WERE TO GO BACK IN TIME..
WERE FAT PLUM PEOPLE WERE BEAUTIFUL AND ATTRACTIVE.....I'M NOT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL....
-LOOKS~
I HAVE A BOY CUT HAIR....SO FROM THE BACK I LOOK LIKE A BOY...
FROM THE SIDE, YOU WILL SEE MY BOOBS.... SO I DON'T LOOK FULLY LIKE A BOY....
-ACADEMIC~
I HATE SWEATY SPORTS... YET MY SCHOOLWORK IS NOT THE BEST...
-BRAIN POWER~
I'M NOT VERY SMART JUST SMART ENOUGH TO BE SARCASTIC....
AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE I'M GOOD AT~
I THINK THAT I'M GOOD AT MUSICAL INSTRUMENT...
BUT I DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S TRUE.....
SO....
YESTERDAY...
I FOUND A LUMP ON MY HAND...
AND APPARENTLY SOMEONE TOLD ME THAT COULD BE SHINGLES...
MY MAMMA ONCE TOLD ME THAT SHINGLES COULD CAUSE DEATH...
AND THAT SCARED THE LIGHT OUT OF ME....
BUT AFTER SITTING IN THE BATHROOM AND THINKING TROUGH...
MAYBE I HAVE NOTHING TO LOOSE EVEN IF I DIE....
YES~ 
MY PARENTS WILL BE SAD.... BUT AFTER FEW YEARS THEY WILL GET ANOTHER CHILD~ IF THAT CHILD IS EVEN BETTER THAN ME~ THEY WILL FORGET ME TOTALLY...
SOMEONE WHO HAS THE SAME BLOOD WILL FORGET YOU...
AS THEY SAY... OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND...
THEN NOT LONG AFTER...
MY FRIENDS WON'T BE ABLE TO REMEMBER ME AT ALL... THEY'LL GRADUATE AND FIND A JOB THEN MEET LIFE PARTNERS AND GET MARRIED WITHOUT ME IN THE GRADUATION PHOTO.....
I'LL BE IN HELL LOOKING TROUGH THE GROUND AND SEEING THEIR HAPPY LOOKS AND SUCCESSFUL LIFE AND ME LYING IN THE COFFIN I DESIGN MYSELF....
I EVEN PROMISED THAT I WOULD BY MOM A FERRARI WATCH OR THOUSANDS OF WHATEVER WATCHES SHE LIKES, AND MY DAD A BILLION OF CARS HE LIKES.... HE WANTED TO CHANGE A HIGHER CAR... I SAID I'LL BUY YOU A MONSTER TRUCK, THOUSANDS OF IT OR IF IT'S NOT HIGH ENOUGH... I'LL BUY YOU A HELICOPTER.....
BUT I THINK THAT WON'T COME TRUE AFTER ALL....

get the hell lost!!!!

can you please get off my back?
gimme a break!!
all you have done was questioning me where did i go for holiday~
and who did i spent my holiday with!
i am proud to say i have spent my holiday not with you and not around you~
while you were busy working and busy talking to your girl friend~
i was having fun~
you think that i didn't know you have a girlfriend~
well i try not to know~
but this bitch thinks that she was with you first!
well you better tell this bitch to shut up!
before i shut her up in some room~

weird~

that freaking BITCH!
get off~
you tell me that it isn't your fault?
oh~
i see it isn't your fault that you flirt with my boyfriend?
yes~
it is my boyfriend's fault that he lets you to flirt with him~
technically~it is~
i can't disagree with that~
well boyfriend,
if you can't stop a girl from flirting to you~
then fine!
i bet your best friend can't stop girls flirting with them too~
oh~ no~
you are wrong~
i'm not gonna be a bitch like them~
of course not!
that is an insult to me~
i told you that if you are still thinking bout that girl~
you'd better get lost~
i know i'm dumb~
for doing your work for you~
i'm dumb helping you~
i'm dumb giving you hint in the test~
and nearly get caught~
i'm a straight A student~
if i get caught the teachers won't even believe that it was me cheating~
GOD!CAN YOU HELP ME? GIVE ME A CLEARER EYE!
I'M THE DUMBEST FOR CHOOSING A BOYFRIEND THAT EVERY GIRL WANTS TO FLIRT WITH~AM I?
YES I KNOW~
SO F*CK OFF! WHY STAY AROUND ME WHEN THOUSANDS OF GIRL WOULD START A WORLD WAR 3 FOR YOU!

seriously

all right!!
this is it!!!
i'm not gonna take it anymore!!!
i have done enough!
and i am not holding back anymore!
what kind of a teacher are you?
do you know what are you scolding?
the other meaning of your words to me is that:
if i bring my book i can sleep or talk?
even if i didn't take my book out.
as long as i have my book  i can talk and do whatever i want?
you say i didn't apologize.
but after i stood up and apologize you said i do not look like i agree~
i looked down on the floor 
thinking how can i agree, but what else can i do?
your the teacher, i'm the student, whatever i say is always wrong.
it's just like the mouse who messes the things in the kitchen and the cat always gets the blame.
and then, you say: if i'm convince go stand outside of the class.
this doesn't make any sense.
i'm convince that i'm wrong and you are right i still get the detention?
what if i'm not convinced at all?
do i get a treat?
NO!
i'm not saying that teachers can't scold a student~
think before you start your blah~blah~blah~
god~
what kind of a TEACHER are you??!
if there isn't a tie around me like a rope on the bulldog..
you'd be in shreds...