Ambitious little fucker

Never thought that someone like me would be interested in pursuing a higher degree.
I always thought that I'll just get a job after uni and be done with studies.
Well I also thought that I would finally those popular girl.
Guess too much American High School movie has instilled some unrealistic thoughts in me.
So here I am, on the path to pursuing a PhD.
I was quite ambitious when I got in to uni.
Didn't know what sparked me or what motivated me to do it but well here I am.
Procrastinating yet another assignment which I am suppose to work on.
I don't know if it is just me, or this journey to PhD is giving me a hard time.
but I feel like I'm having mental and emotional breakdowns more frequently now a days.
Although I am interested in doing a PhD but I also want an easy life.
I thought I could just sail through Uni because I'm studying what I like.
but as it turns out, it is not because of the subjects that's why I don't like studying.
actually, I do like studying but for fun. If there were no exams and the lecturers were good and I can choose my own class timing, I bet I'd enjoy uni or studying even more.
After spending what seems like an eternity in uni (which was about 5 years and counting)
I feel bitter when I see freshman coming to visit the Uni.
I automatically smirk at how the freshmen are beaming with curiosity, nervousness and the eagerness to start uni life.
Look at their faces and attitude, what naive and innocent little shitheads.
just wait till you are at the 3rd week of uni. then all that changes.
You'll start to see the true colors of the lecturer and your friends.
you'll realise that you actually have no friends
you'll also realise what a bunch of fucktards you will end up with for group projects.
I kid you not, you will suddenly feel that there are so many idiots in the world
you might even feel how the fuck did these idiots manage to enter the same uni as you did.
well I am not a very studious kid but I did work hard to try to get into this uni.
So naturally I start to wonder how all this lazy and stupid mofos are able to be in this class with me?
but either way. the point of this post is to rant about how uni life will literally suck the life out of you.
during semester you will have experienced all mental disorders from being depressed to having panic attack to psychotic episode and the most common of all -- the experience of virtual drowning.
It's like you have to abandon ship because the ship is either on fire or sinking and there are no life boats available (because some other fuckers took it) so you are thinking to yourself well I know how to swim so I'm gonna jump. And you jump so you ended up in the water and now you are just trying to keep calm while doing anything you can to keep you afloat and conserve some energy because you don't know how long you are gonna be stuck in the water. Few days have past and you are tired, hungry and sleepy. So that's how you are gonna feel for the rest of your uni life.
Not saying that everyone will go experience this but if you fortunate enough to have avoided all this or you are one of those freaks who like torturing yourself then all the best for your uni life. 

Now I see it

Finally now I see why I don't like you,
Either you are trying too hard or you are just so interested.
I'm sorry your dude is so boring that you gotta learn or mimick what he does.
I get it! I get it! It's funny... But not when you are doing it.
It's annoying and what are you trying to prove?
By doing it, it makes you seem stupid and lame.
I know you did it on purpose or atleast intentionally.
Thinking that it would make you seem to click.
Yes and I don't blame him to think that you guys are connected.
Cause it feels good when someone appreciates your sense of humour.
But fuck you, you are trying too hard till the point where you sound lame.
It took me long enough to identify why I don't like you,
Cause usually I'll just not give a fuck
But for you I'm interested to know why I don't like you.

life is just weird (part 2)

This guy caught Mischa's eye because he was polite, just because of that small action, which he didn't went between Mischa and her friend during conversation instead he took a step back and went around Mischa. By the time Mischa finished her conversation with her friend, Mischa's front row sit was taken by some nerd who was always sitting behind Mischa and was always blaming his friend for not coming early and save a sit for him in the front row. Mischa was annoyed and was looking for another sit in the second or third row which she doesn't mind. But everyone was here on time today, all the good sits are filled. Back in the last row there was an aisle sit next to a few guys. Mischa wasn't too thrilled to find a clique in college because she knows all the drama that is going to happen if you have too much people in a group and especially all of them are girls and professional drama queen. So, Mischa didn't mind sitting next to the guys, she went up and asked if the seat was taken or not. Fortunately, the guy sitting beside said it was not, Mischa settled in her sit taking out her notebook and pen. The nerd infront turned around and shouted to Mischa "Why are you not sitting in front today?" with a little smirk to show that he has won the first row sit. Mischa just replied without any intention of flirting saying that the good looking guys are seated behind that's why she was siting behind today. 

The guy beside Mischa started introducing himself and his neighbour to Mischa, turns out that Will is also the only child, he can relate to Mischa in many ways and they have many common things. Through the whole class, Mischa was trying very hard to concentrate in class, because Will and his friend, Harry was goofing around. Half way through class, Will's friend came in pointing to my seat and questioning Will with his eyes saying "who's this bitch and why's she in my seat?" Will just shrugged and pointed to another sit in the corner. Mischa soon realised that this was Alvin's seat and so she moved to the front of Will the next day. That day, Mischa and Will walked to the car park together after class. Turns out that Will is a local and has been studying around that area since pre-k, so he knew every nook and cranny of that place. For the first week Mischa went home right away after class because she can, she's driving to college and now she doesn't need to wait for anyone to pick her up to go back, she can go home when ever she wants to. So that day nothing changed except for meeting someone who is so alike. Mischa went home, took a nap and went out to her usual bar as usual. Mischa loved that bar because there she felt like herself, there's no clique or groups there, just two groups, drinker or dancer, you can be both too, you are not forced to choose a side. Mischa loved it there. But today was a little bit different, while walking back to their car, Will mentioned a new movie which Mischa wanted to watch, Will even invited her. But Mischa was doubtful that Will was serious. While driving back from the bar, Mischa receives a text from an unknown number.

to be continued.... 

life is just weird

It was one evening just after work, Mischa went to a local pub. She was in Thailand for some meeting which her parents was too busy to attend. After all, Mischa is going to take over the company after her parents are gone, so she might as well start meeting some of her customers, let them get use to the new CEO. Mischa is only 19 years old, she's part studying and legally the next line for the family owned company. Well, she's just 19, this is the year where all the girls' hormones are raging, in search of someone who she thinks might be her significant other. Mischa didn't knew what her parents had planned for her when she was in high school, all she ever felt was miserable, she didn't fit in to any of her friends. Mischa dropped out of high school after receiving an offer in the 'rich man college', she felt relieved to be changing a new environment. Mischa missed her friends, but she knew that if she left before graduating with her clique, they would soon forget about her. Mischa didn't have high hopes about her friends remembering her, it didn't matter as well. Mischa was just happy that her parents got her out of that god forsaken high school, now she's going to the city, where people don't sleep at night. 

The first week everyone was busy searching for their group of friends, Mischa didn't mind that she didn't fit into any of those groups. As usual, there were a few groups, The Party Goers, The Skipping Class bunch, The Late for Class bunch, The Nerds, The Weirdos, The Popular Kids. Mishca realize from young that she didn't fit into any of those groups. She didn't mind anyway, Mischa has always been a shape-shifter, changing attitude and character to get close to which ever group gives her benefit. You could say that she is selfish, but this is the only was she could protect herself, from not being hurt again. Nobody here knew that she was the daughter of the third richest man in the world, the man who owns a hotel group in every country, the man who can control nearly all of the telecommunication and media in Asia. Mischa's dad chose this college in Malaysia because it was promoted to be the education hub of Asia and he didn't want her princess to attract too much attention from the media. 

The second week as a college student, lunch time, Mischa didn't join anyone for lunch, she went to the library. The library is the best place to avoid small talk and awkward silence between friends. Mischa took a nap to get ready for the next class, Math. Mischa hated maths, but she knows that if she fails math she will not graduated. Mischa never depend on her parents' fortune to get her through anything she wants, but she didn't know that her parents are filthy rich. They live in a small housing area, where everyone was working class, her parents didn't have chauffeur to send her to school, they didn't have Lamborghini and Ferrari lining up in her dining room. 2:45pm, it's Math. Mishca walked into the classroom after fleeing from the shame of just entering the wrong classroom, she bumped into a friend she made during orientation. Mischa was talking to her friend across the door, Mischa knew she was blocking the door but she didn't care, because there were no other places to chat, and besides everyone will just was between them and Mischa just carried on their dialogues. But there was one person in particular that caught Mischa's attention, although he was just a little dot in the corner of Mischa's vision but it made a big impact. He wanted to walk through them, but he realised they were talking and went around Mishca to get to his sit. This is some manners that Mischa rarely see in this college, because everyone thought that they are rich and they could do anything they like, they usually lack of manners too. 

to be continued....

OH GOD!!!!! stefon!!!

OH GOSH!!!!!!!

i can't believe it!!!!!!

hahaha...

i'm watching a movie while writing this post...

guess what movie?

i don't know if you've watched SNL before?

but if you don't, you SHOULD!

if you are, GOOD!

i'm watching the weekend update segment.

the part where Stefon becomes Stefon Meyers.

hahaha..... 

i love it!

i think they'd make a perfect couple.

well, good for them....

but so sad that SETH is leaving.

but on the bright side,

now fans of SETH MEYERS can watch him every night

on LATE NIGHT with SETH MEYERS.

premiering on feb 24, mon, 12.35/11.35c

i think.....

i'm helping the show to make promotions...

aren't i gonna get something...

lol.....

anyway,

GO WATCH SNL and the 

PREMIER of

LATE NIGHT with SETH MEYERS!!

A Stinky little place called here.

It's already sad that I'm stuck with these bunch of suckers again...I really hope that it could leave this hell hole...I really can't stand it anymore.... I can't stand another year I this same place, same shit, same losers and the same nonsense.....
Things are getting worse, people are getting more pathetic, friends turning into hideous black hearted monsters, teachers changing into a nag machine, surrounding gets gray and dull...
Everything around me is turning into gray and not as colorful as I first came in....
The longer you stay in a place, the uglier it'll be.....
You'll see the darker side behind the bright and cheery impression they first gave you when you first enter the school....
You'll see the bloody behind the scenes of teachers who act so sweet in front of their colleagues.....
You'll get into a tornado of pathetic and untruthful friends....
You'll turn yourself into a piece of shit....
The ugly truth about every place,
If you r not on the top of the food chain, 
You'll die.
You stay afloat or you'll sink to the bottom of bull shit.
A truly sad place. So cruel.
You either be a grass and let everybody walk over you,
Or you be the ghost who scare the shit out of the people who tries to walk over you.
I chose to be the ghost, 
No friends, no shit, no heart broken, no back stabbed, no need to give a fuck and not a damn given.

please don't go

please don't go

don't let me go

you may not know,

but you paint like Van Gogh,

make the best sloppy joe

and crazy like John Doe.

that's why you catch my soul. 

but that's who you are

not some big film star

driving some expensive sports car,

flirting with bitches at some beach bar.

nor a rock star,

flinging your shiny guitar

and rocking at Santa Barbara.

since you sign that contract,

you've been overreacting

about every small thing.

you wear bling bling

and started hating chicken wing.

but you started drinking.

you begin to be very annoying

and forgot about our wedding ring.

maybe this might not work out

not even with doggy eye and a cute pout.

if it makes you proud,

you should just go with your 'friends' and hangout.

i'll be at the gym working out

till i get the correct amount of fat.

all because of me

well,
we have four close friends.....
but maybe that's what i think..... 
we use to call ourselves the J power of 4 group....
or maybe it's just me...
i used to think that we were a special group...
and we were a group of 4...
not until yesterday...
there was a girl who used to be in our group....
but we kinda had a big fight and broken into 2 groups..
us and them 3...
well the think is that,
Big J went to thailand and brought back some gifts....
She gave the girl a customized key chain...
and us 3J have to wait for about 3 days to get our present.
and guess what we got for our present...
key chains with only 2 patterns to choose...
and one pattern has the letter D on it.....
then after we chose our 'present'..
she passed the bag to the kids behind...
and let them pick.....

i was thinking,
so i am like them...
i am nothing different than those usual kids who you don't talk to....
i'm a nothing...
well...
i went to a few countries and I specially picked gifts for us....
and you just bought a bag of key chains from the road side and give us?
well then...
i get it...
i'm nothing to you....

i will not take it personally...
but i will know how you truly feel towards me....

Geez...Gimme a break

i need a place where i can just scream all i want!!!!
there's just too much inside me...

i'm feeling the pain that few would understand..
but if you do, help me.
i don't think i could hold it anymore....
i've read through a site about signs people show when they are bout to commit suicide....
and i hit most of them......
i'm starting to give away my precious earthly possession...
my ring, my presents, and my very expensive pen....
and i'm starting to say that if i'm gone my friends would not miss me...
and i'm going to meet my parents and my dead relatives.
my boyfriend has also left me.....
so i think it would be better if i'm gone......

Blah blah blah

Everyone has their own fucking problem....
Why do you come and bother me with your problem?
And when I go to you, you said I'm fucking annoying.

It's like you can have a problem,
But when I have it, it's like I'm the troublemaker!
I can be a real troublemaker, I don't think you wanna see that part.

Just walk and see....
I assure you, that's not the last of me....

fishing

i realized that a lot of people like fishing now a days.
i meant fishing for attention.
sometimes i love attention, well most of the time.
i hate it when people steal my lime light..
but sadly, i'm not always in the lime light.
i really love attention,
but you gotta get use to it if people don't care about you much.
i'm not those kind who get hundreds of likes on facebook or thousands of followers on twitter and instagram.
but hey, you get thousands of friends of facebook,
but in real life you can't get a real friend.

that is sad.
that is very very sad..

well ofcourse i want thousands of likes,
but if i can't get it it's alright too.
i don't need thousands of likes or friends.
i know my existence and i'm happy with it.

anyway,
i'm going out now,
will continue updating when i have the mood.
in a bad mood or a really good mood.
bye, enjoy fishing!

you

我以为我已经放下了，
可是那天我看到另一个女孩用那种很迷的眼神看着你的时候，
我很想走过去把他的眼睛挖掉。

今天生活营里，我坐在一个很像你的人面前不小心把他叫成你。
他对我好象那年你对我一样。
我们有一个烹饪比赛，然后他看到我在起火，
他就拿了一包的纸巾来帮我抹手。
然后就接过来帮我继续起火，还叫我到旁边休息。
那种又担心又凶又半开玩笑的语气和那种温柔的眼神。
真的让我想起你。

我还记得你那时候教我玩什么神奇宝宝游戏卡的时候，
你教了我很多次然后我却假装听不明白
为的就是我们相处的时间更久。
然后更你朋友玩的时候，我知道你很担心我输掉你的卡可是你还是让我下场。
我看到你在镜子里的表情，很可爱。那种很怕又很想笑的表情。
你很怕我输了你的身家，又怕部各我下场伤了我的心，又怕你朋友笑你。
你一直跟我说输了没关系，就当作学习。
可是当我赢的时候，你的脸吓倒的表情也很cute。
我把你朋友所有王牌都赢回来，你那副表情真的是无价。

昨天晚上，我心情很差地坐在休息室等流星雨时，
他在我旁边出现，
虽然没有看到流星雨只看到下大雨
可是那段时间我真的很开心
他那副傻傻的样子，好像还没睡醒一样。
完全和你刚醒来的样子一模一样。
他变了一个很无聊却让我很开心的魔术来逗我笑。

当整个世界都好象没了希望时，
他的出现好象流星雨般，百年难得一见，见了忘不了。
当我不能再撑下去的时候，
他会好象一堆的枕头垫在我下面不让我撑得太辛苦。
除了你和我爸没人对我如此的好。

you start my day and end my day with a smile on my expressionless face,
and you are the first thing i think of everyday.

HEY~THERE~

there was this girl.
she liked a boy for a long time.
she thinks that this is finally the right one.
so she tried hinting to the boy.
because last time she told another boy directly that she liked him.
and what did she get?
all she got was a phone call from the boy telling her that they are can't be together because he has a girlfriend.
this girl was very brave. 
she accepted it and move on.
only to find out that this guy actually has no girlfriend.
her friends found out and tried to comfort her.
she was a strong girl. very quickly she picked up herself and kept walking on.
this time she will not make that mistake again.
everyone things that they are a perfect couple.
but this girl doesn't know whether is guy likes her or is he just being polite?
so she gives out hints. but he has no intention in replying.
but this guy goes around being friendly with other girls.
he tries to be friendly and casual around her,
but too bad he is not a good actor.
she feels that he is starting to keep a distance from her.
her friend found out that he has been telling other girls that she has been like interfering his life and is making him uneasy.
but her friend did not tell her.
she soon found out that one of the other girls actually has a thing for him.
she tells her friend about it.
her friend tries to make the other girls jealous and started getting really close with him.
she thinks that actually her friend has a crush on him too. 
but she doesn't ask her friend, because she was scared that the answer was yes.
she didn't know that her friend is really trying to help.
today,
a paper was due.
and they were suppose to submit online.
this girl found out that he didn't finish his paper and she stayed up late to help him finish it.
without letting him know, she used his account and submitted the paper.
after what he did,
she still thinks about him. 
she tells her friend that he has learnt to let go of him.
but has she really let go of him??

this was meant to be written for my friend
i know whatever i tell you to not do.
you will still do.
if you think that he is worth it, you may go on.
but i just want to let you know.
don't get your hopes high, he might not appreciate what you do.
and when he does that i hope that after a while being sad and depressed,
you promise me that you have to keep walking on just like before.
because you still have to live your life.
and after that i hope that you will have learnt a lesson.

My dreams came true and I'm gonna share

I'm gonna share how to make your dreams come true.
First I'm gonna talk about having a dream.
My dream was to have good results in my test!
And also I hope to adopt a kid.
I also hope to find an atom and name it after me!
And have it up on the periodic table ~~
The name shall be Joy-ium!
Well last but not least I also have a big dream,
About my crush.
Well by crush got a girl friend and that girl wasn't me.
I dreamt that she would somehow mysteriously disappear,
And I thought we'll this dream is a logical one.
And it might come through.
True enough my dream came true.
How you asked??
Well last few days my dad said he had to go to Europe to see the new factory,
And he said that if he had new factory he needed workers and technician.
So he had to go give a training to those guys.
And one of those guys was that girl's parents.
Her father is a technician and her mother was my dads secretary.
So in other words they migrated to somewhere in Europe.
And my crush was up sad that she did not tell him earlier .
So they broke up
And now all I have to do is swoop in and mend his broken heart.
I'm a genius!!!!! Because this is a genius plan!!!!!

got a lil problem

hey~ to anyone who is reading this~~~
do you have any gay friends??
i'm really freaked out~
one of my friends girl's friend told me that she loves me.....
and the problem is not that she has a boy friend......
but that boy friend was my ex........
and if i say yes to the girl...
will that make her boy friend think i'm helpless???

comment if you have any answers or thinking~~
tq~

LITTLE MIDDLE FREAK

U NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU'RE GONNA DIE,
MAYBE TOMOROW, MAYBE TONIGHT, MAYBE FEW YEARS....
I'M NEVER GOOD ENOUGH~
-RESULT NOT THE WORST BUT NOT THE BEST~
-HEIGHT, NOT THE SHORTEST IN CLASS YET NOT THE TALLEST...
-FIGURE,
WE ARE LIVING IN THE 21ST CENTURY WHERE THIN SLIM PEOPLE ARE CONSIDERED AS PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL.. AND I'M NOT THE PRETIEST....
IF WE WERE TO GO BACK IN TIME..
WERE FAT PLUM PEOPLE WERE BEAUTIFUL AND ATTRACTIVE.....I'M NOT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL....
-LOOKS~
I HAVE A BOY CUT HAIR....SO FROM THE BACK I LOOK LIKE A BOY...
FROM THE SIDE, YOU WILL SEE MY BOOBS.... SO I DON'T LOOK FULLY LIKE A BOY....
-ACADEMIC~
I HATE SWEATY SPORTS... YET MY SCHOOLWORK IS NOT THE BEST...
-BRAIN POWER~
I'M NOT VERY SMART JUST SMART ENOUGH TO BE SARCASTIC....
AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE I'M GOOD AT~
I THINK THAT I'M GOOD AT MUSICAL INSTRUMENT...
BUT I DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S TRUE.....
SO....
YESTERDAY...
I FOUND A LUMP ON MY HAND...
AND APPARENTLY SOMEONE TOLD ME THAT COULD BE SHINGLES...
MY MAMMA ONCE TOLD ME THAT SHINGLES COULD CAUSE DEATH...
AND THAT SCARED THE LIGHT OUT OF ME....
BUT AFTER SITTING IN THE BATHROOM AND THINKING TROUGH...
MAYBE I HAVE NOTHING TO LOOSE EVEN IF I DIE....
YES~ 
MY PARENTS WILL BE SAD.... BUT AFTER FEW YEARS THEY WILL GET ANOTHER CHILD~ IF THAT CHILD IS EVEN BETTER THAN ME~ THEY WILL FORGET ME TOTALLY...
SOMEONE WHO HAS THE SAME BLOOD WILL FORGET YOU...
AS THEY SAY... OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND...
THEN NOT LONG AFTER...
MY FRIENDS WON'T BE ABLE TO REMEMBER ME AT ALL... THEY'LL GRADUATE AND FIND A JOB THEN MEET LIFE PARTNERS AND GET MARRIED WITHOUT ME IN THE GRADUATION PHOTO.....
I'LL BE IN HELL LOOKING TROUGH THE GROUND AND SEEING THEIR HAPPY LOOKS AND SUCCESSFUL LIFE AND ME LYING IN THE COFFIN I DESIGN MYSELF....
I EVEN PROMISED THAT I WOULD BY MOM A FERRARI WATCH OR THOUSANDS OF WHATEVER WATCHES SHE LIKES, AND MY DAD A BILLION OF CARS HE LIKES.... HE WANTED TO CHANGE A HIGHER CAR... I SAID I'LL BUY YOU A MONSTER TRUCK, THOUSANDS OF IT OR IF IT'S NOT HIGH ENOUGH... I'LL BUY YOU A HELICOPTER.....
BUT I THINK THAT WON'T COME TRUE AFTER ALL....

get the hell lost!!!!

can you please get off my back?
gimme a break!!
all you have done was questioning me where did i go for holiday~
and who did i spent my holiday with!
i am proud to say i have spent my holiday not with you and not around you~
while you were busy working and busy talking to your girl friend~
i was having fun~
you think that i didn't know you have a girlfriend~
well i try not to know~
but this bitch thinks that she was with you first!
well you better tell this bitch to shut up!
before i shut her up in some room~

weird~

that freaking BITCH!
get off~
you tell me that it isn't your fault?
oh~
i see it isn't your fault that you flirt with my boyfriend?
yes~
it is my boyfriend's fault that he lets you to flirt with him~
technically~it is~
i can't disagree with that~
well boyfriend,
if you can't stop a girl from flirting to you~
then fine!
i bet your best friend can't stop girls flirting with them too~
oh~ no~
you are wrong~
i'm not gonna be a bitch like them~
of course not!
that is an insult to me~
i told you that if you are still thinking bout that girl~
you'd better get lost~
i know i'm dumb~
for doing your work for you~
i'm dumb helping you~
i'm dumb giving you hint in the test~
and nearly get caught~
i'm a straight A student~
if i get caught the teachers won't even believe that it was me cheating~
GOD!CAN YOU HELP ME? GIVE ME A CLEARER EYE!
I'M THE DUMBEST FOR CHOOSING A BOYFRIEND THAT EVERY GIRL WANTS TO FLIRT WITH~AM I?
YES I KNOW~
SO F*CK OFF! WHY STAY AROUND ME WHEN THOUSANDS OF GIRL WOULD START A WORLD WAR 3 FOR YOU!

seriously

all right!!
this is it!!!
i'm not gonna take it anymore!!!
i have done enough!
and i am not holding back anymore!
what kind of a teacher are you?
do you know what are you scolding?
the other meaning of your words to me is that:
if i bring my book i can sleep or talk?
even if i didn't take my book out.
as long as i have my book  i can talk and do whatever i want?
you say i didn't apologize.
but after i stood up and apologize you said i do not look like i agree~
i looked down on the floor 
thinking how can i agree, but what else can i do?
your the teacher, i'm the student, whatever i say is always wrong.
it's just like the mouse who messes the things in the kitchen and the cat always gets the blame.
and then, you say: if i'm convince go stand outside of the class.
this doesn't make any sense.
i'm convince that i'm wrong and you are right i still get the detention?
what if i'm not convinced at all?
do i get a treat?
NO!
i'm not saying that teachers can't scold a student~
think before you start your blah~blah~blah~
god~
what kind of a TEACHER are you??!
if there isn't a tie around me like a rope on the bulldog..
you'd be in shreds...

drop dead 2

what happen to the world again??
it's so hot!!
today i went back to school as undead...
so i scared the lights out of some students...
hahaha~~~
it was fun...
because i learned some skills how to hide or reveal yourself...
haha...
so when the teacher took attandance..
i  wrote on the white board ' i am here '
in a scratchy hand writing...
so i freaked the whole class out....
hahaha...
i'm BAD...aren't i??
u don't have to answer..

well...
besides that...
i got to know my new neighbour....
he was a student too..
a UNIVERSITI student...
cool right??
he invited me to have dinner when it was 12 in the noon....
weird rite??
he said that in his country it was called dinner...

after that....
we went to strolled at the Fire Park....
instead of icy blue water lake...
there was a lake of fire....
we saw some children torturing there pets....
the flowers were all dead....
the plants were burnt....
and the most interesting part is....
they have thorns on the park bench!!!
well that was new to me....
but apparently it won't hurt...
if u are truly bad...
i dare not sit....

when the sun was about to set...
we took a bus back home....
ofcourse he walked me to the door....
he is just staying beside....

today was the best day of my dead live~~
(it's just 2 days....haha)