Everyone has their own fucking problem....
Why do you come and bother me with your problem?
And when I go to you, you said I'm fucking annoying.
It's like you can have a problem,
But when I have it, it's like I'm the troublemaker!
I can be a real troublemaker, I don't think you wanna see that part.
Just walk and see....
I assure you, that's not the last of me....
Thursday, September 19, 2013
Wednesday, August 14, 2013
fishing
i realized that a lot of people like fishing now a days.
i meant fishing for attention.
sometimes i love attention, well most of the time.
i hate it when people steal my lime light..
but sadly, i'm not always in the lime light.
i really love attention,
but you gotta get use to it if people don't care about you much.
i'm not those kind who get hundreds of likes on facebook or thousands of followers on twitter and instagram.
but hey, you get thousands of friends of facebook,
but in real life you can't get a real friend.
that is sad.
that is very very sad..
well ofcourse i want thousands of likes,
but if i can't get it it's alright too.
i don't need thousands of likes or friends.
i know my existence and i'm happy with it.
anyway,
i'm going out now,
will continue updating when i have the mood.
in a bad mood or a really good mood.
bye, enjoy fishing!
i meant fishing for attention.
sometimes i love attention, well most of the time.
i hate it when people steal my lime light..
but sadly, i'm not always in the lime light.
i really love attention,
but you gotta get use to it if people don't care about you much.
i'm not those kind who get hundreds of likes on facebook or thousands of followers on twitter and instagram.
but hey, you get thousands of friends of facebook,
but in real life you can't get a real friend.
that is sad.
that is very very sad..
well ofcourse i want thousands of likes,
but if i can't get it it's alright too.
i don't need thousands of likes or friends.
i know my existence and i'm happy with it.
anyway,
i'm going out now,
will continue updating when i have the mood.
in a bad mood or a really good mood.
bye, enjoy fishing!
you
我以为我已经放下了，
可是那天我看到另一个女孩用那种很迷的眼神看着你的时候，
我很想走过去把他的眼睛挖掉。
今天生活营里，我坐在一个很像你的人面前不小心把他叫成你。
他对我好象那年你对我一样。
我们有一个烹饪比赛，然后他看到我在起火，
他就拿了一包的纸巾来帮我抹手。
然后就接过来帮我继续起火，还叫我到旁边休息。
那种又担心又凶又半开玩笑的语气和那种温柔的眼神。
真的让我想起你。
我还记得你那时候教我玩什么神奇宝宝游戏卡的时候，
你教了我很多次然后我却假装听不明白
为的就是我们相处的时间更久。
然后更你朋友玩的时候，我知道你很担心我输掉你的卡可是你还是让我下场。
我看到你在镜子里的表情，很可爱。那种很怕又很想笑的表情。
你很怕我输了你的身家，又怕部各我下场伤了我的心，又怕你朋友笑你。
你一直跟我说输了没关系，就当作学习。
可是当我赢的时候，你的脸吓倒的表情也很cute。
我把你朋友所有王牌都赢回来，你那副表情真的是无价。
昨天晚上，我心情很差地坐在休息室等流星雨时，
他在我旁边出现，
虽然没有看到流星雨只看到下大雨
可是那段时间我真的很开心
他那副傻傻的样子，好像还没睡醒一样。
完全和你刚醒来的样子一模一样。
他变了一个很无聊却让我很开心的魔术来逗我笑。
当整个世界都好象没了希望时，
他的出现好象流星雨般，百年难得一见，见了忘不了。
当我不能再撑下去的时候，
他会好象一堆的枕头垫在我下面不让我撑得太辛苦。
除了你和我爸没人对我如此的好。
you start my day and end my day with a smile on my expressionless face,
and you are the first thing i think of everyday.
可是那天我看到另一个女孩用那种很迷的眼神看着你的时候，
我很想走过去把他的眼睛挖掉。
今天生活营里，我坐在一个很像你的人面前不小心把他叫成你。
他对我好象那年你对我一样。
我们有一个烹饪比赛，然后他看到我在起火，
他就拿了一包的纸巾来帮我抹手。
然后就接过来帮我继续起火，还叫我到旁边休息。
那种又担心又凶又半开玩笑的语气和那种温柔的眼神。
真的让我想起你。
我还记得你那时候教我玩什么神奇宝宝游戏卡的时候，
你教了我很多次然后我却假装听不明白
为的就是我们相处的时间更久。
然后更你朋友玩的时候，我知道你很担心我输掉你的卡可是你还是让我下场。
我看到你在镜子里的表情，很可爱。那种很怕又很想笑的表情。
你很怕我输了你的身家，又怕部各我下场伤了我的心，又怕你朋友笑你。
你一直跟我说输了没关系，就当作学习。
可是当我赢的时候，你的脸吓倒的表情也很cute。
我把你朋友所有王牌都赢回来，你那副表情真的是无价。
昨天晚上，我心情很差地坐在休息室等流星雨时，
他在我旁边出现，
虽然没有看到流星雨只看到下大雨
可是那段时间我真的很开心
他那副傻傻的样子，好像还没睡醒一样。
完全和你刚醒来的样子一模一样。
他变了一个很无聊却让我很开心的魔术来逗我笑。
当整个世界都好象没了希望时，
他的出现好象流星雨般，百年难得一见，见了忘不了。
当我不能再撑下去的时候，
他会好象一堆的枕头垫在我下面不让我撑得太辛苦。
除了你和我爸没人对我如此的好。
you start my day and end my day with a smile on my expressionless face,
and you are the first thing i think of everyday.
Friday, July 12, 2013
HEY~THERE~
there was this girl.
she liked a boy for a long time.
she thinks that this is finally the right one.
so she tried hinting to the boy.
because last time she told another boy directly that she liked him.
and what did she get?
all she got was a phone call from the boy telling her that they are can't be together because he has a girlfriend.
this girl was very brave.
she accepted it and move on.
only to find out that this guy actually has no girlfriend.
her friends found out and tried to comfort her.
she was a strong girl. very quickly she picked up herself and kept walking on.
this time she will not make that mistake again.
everyone things that they are a perfect couple.
but this girl doesn't know whether is guy likes her or is he just being polite?
so she gives out hints. but he has no intention in replying.
but this guy goes around being friendly with other girls.
he tries to be friendly and casual around her,
but too bad he is not a good actor.
she feels that he is starting to keep a distance from her.
her friend found out that he has been telling other girls that she has been like interfering his life and is making him uneasy.
but her friend did not tell her.
she soon found out that one of the other girls actually has a thing for him.
she tells her friend about it.
her friend tries to make the other girls jealous and started getting really close with him.
she thinks that actually her friend has a crush on him too.
but she doesn't ask her friend, because she was scared that the answer was yes.
she didn't know that her friend is really trying to help.
today,
a paper was due.
and they were suppose to submit online.
this girl found out that he didn't finish his paper and she stayed up late to help him finish it.
without letting him know, she used his account and submitted the paper.
after what he did,
she still thinks about him.
she tells her friend that he has learnt to let go of him.
but has she really let go of him??
this was meant to be written for my friend
i know whatever i tell you to not do.
you will still do.
if you think that he is worth it, you may go on.
but i just want to let you know.
don't get your hopes high, he might not appreciate what you do.
and when he does that i hope that after a while being sad and depressed,
you promise me that you have to keep walking on just like before.
because you still have to live your life.
and after that i hope that you will have learnt a lesson.
she liked a boy for a long time.
she thinks that this is finally the right one.
so she tried hinting to the boy.
because last time she told another boy directly that she liked him.
and what did she get?
all she got was a phone call from the boy telling her that they are can't be together because he has a girlfriend.
this girl was very brave.
she accepted it and move on.
only to find out that this guy actually has no girlfriend.
her friends found out and tried to comfort her.
she was a strong girl. very quickly she picked up herself and kept walking on.
this time she will not make that mistake again.
everyone things that they are a perfect couple.
but this girl doesn't know whether is guy likes her or is he just being polite?
so she gives out hints. but he has no intention in replying.
but this guy goes around being friendly with other girls.
he tries to be friendly and casual around her,
but too bad he is not a good actor.
she feels that he is starting to keep a distance from her.
her friend found out that he has been telling other girls that she has been like interfering his life and is making him uneasy.
but her friend did not tell her.
she soon found out that one of the other girls actually has a thing for him.
she tells her friend about it.
her friend tries to make the other girls jealous and started getting really close with him.
she thinks that actually her friend has a crush on him too.
but she doesn't ask her friend, because she was scared that the answer was yes.
she didn't know that her friend is really trying to help.
today,
a paper was due.
and they were suppose to submit online.
this girl found out that he didn't finish his paper and she stayed up late to help him finish it.
without letting him know, she used his account and submitted the paper.
after what he did,
she still thinks about him.
she tells her friend that he has learnt to let go of him.
but has she really let go of him??
this was meant to be written for my friend
i know whatever i tell you to not do.
you will still do.
if you think that he is worth it, you may go on.
but i just want to let you know.
don't get your hopes high, he might not appreciate what you do.
and when he does that i hope that after a while being sad and depressed,
you promise me that you have to keep walking on just like before.
because you still have to live your life.
and after that i hope that you will have learnt a lesson.
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
My dreams came true and I'm gonna share
I'm gonna share how to make your dreams come true.
First I'm gonna talk about having a dream.
My dream was to have good results in my test!
And also I hope to adopt a kid.
I also hope to find an atom and name it after me!
And have it up on the periodic table ~~
The name shall be Joy-ium!
Well last but not least I also have a big dream,
About my crush.
Well by crush got a girl friend and that girl wasn't me.
I dreamt that she would somehow mysteriously disappear,
And I thought we'll this dream is a logical one.
And it might come through.
True enough my dream came true.
How you asked??
Well last few days my dad said he had to go to Europe to see the new factory,
And he said that if he had new factory he needed workers and technician.
So he had to go give a training to those guys.
And one of those guys was that girl's parents.
Her father is a technician and her mother was my dads secretary.
So in other words they migrated to somewhere in Europe.
And my crush was up sad that she did not tell him earlier .
So they broke up
And now all I have to do is swoop in and mend his broken heart.
I'm a genius!!!!! Because this is a genius plan!!!!!
First I'm gonna talk about having a dream.
My dream was to have good results in my test!
And also I hope to adopt a kid.
I also hope to find an atom and name it after me!
And have it up on the periodic table ~~
The name shall be Joy-ium!
Well last but not least I also have a big dream,
About my crush.
Well by crush got a girl friend and that girl wasn't me.
I dreamt that she would somehow mysteriously disappear,
And I thought we'll this dream is a logical one.
And it might come through.
True enough my dream came true.
How you asked??
Well last few days my dad said he had to go to Europe to see the new factory,
And he said that if he had new factory he needed workers and technician.
So he had to go give a training to those guys.
And one of those guys was that girl's parents.
Her father is a technician and her mother was my dads secretary.
So in other words they migrated to somewhere in Europe.
And my crush was up sad that she did not tell him earlier .
So they broke up
And now all I have to do is swoop in and mend his broken heart.
I'm a genius!!!!! Because this is a genius plan!!!!!
Friday, September 7, 2012
got a lil problem
hey~ to anyone who is reading this~~~
do you have any gay friends??
i'm really freaked out~
one of my friends girl's friend told me that she loves me.....
and the problem is not that she has a boy friend......
but that boy friend was my ex........
and if i say yes to the girl...
will that make her boy friend think i'm helpless???
comment if you have any answers or thinking~~
tq~
do you have any gay friends??
i'm really freaked out~
one of my friends girl's friend told me that she loves me.....
and the problem is not that she has a boy friend......
but that boy friend was my ex........
and if i say yes to the girl...
will that make her boy friend think i'm helpless???
comment if you have any answers or thinking~~
tq~
Monday, September 3, 2012
LITTLE MIDDLE FREAK
U NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU'RE GONNA DIE,
MAYBE TOMOROW, MAYBE TONIGHT, MAYBE FEW YEARS....
I'M NEVER GOOD ENOUGH~
-RESULT NOT THE WORST BUT NOT THE BEST~
-HEIGHT, NOT THE SHORTEST IN CLASS YET NOT THE TALLEST...
-FIGURE,
WE ARE LIVING IN THE 21ST CENTURY WHERE THIN SLIM PEOPLE ARE CONSIDERED AS PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL.. AND I'M NOT THE PRETIEST....
IF WE WERE TO GO BACK IN TIME..
WERE FAT PLUM PEOPLE WERE BEAUTIFUL AND ATTRACTIVE.....I'M NOT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL....
-LOOKS~
I HAVE A BOY CUT HAIR....SO FROM THE BACK I LOOK LIKE A BOY...
FROM THE SIDE, YOU WILL SEE MY BOOBS.... SO I DON'T LOOK FULLY LIKE A BOY....
-ACADEMIC~
I HATE SWEATY SPORTS... YET MY SCHOOLWORK IS NOT THE BEST...
-BRAIN POWER~
I'M NOT VERY SMART JUST SMART ENOUGH TO BE SARCASTIC....
AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE I'M GOOD AT~
I THINK THAT I'M GOOD AT MUSICAL INSTRUMENT...
BUT I DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S TRUE.....
SO....
YESTERDAY...
I FOUND A LUMP ON MY HAND...
AND APPARENTLY SOMEONE TOLD ME THAT COULD BE SHINGLES...
MY MAMMA ONCE TOLD ME THAT SHINGLES COULD CAUSE DEATH...
AND THAT SCARED THE LIGHT OUT OF ME....
BUT AFTER SITTING IN THE BATHROOM AND THINKING TROUGH...
MAYBE I HAVE NOTHING TO LOOSE EVEN IF I DIE....
YES~
MY PARENTS WILL BE SAD.... BUT AFTER FEW YEARS THEY WILL GET ANOTHER CHILD~ IF THAT CHILD IS EVEN BETTER THAN ME~ THEY WILL FORGET ME TOTALLY...
SOMEONE WHO HAS THE SAME BLOOD WILL FORGET YOU...
AS THEY SAY... OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND...
THEN NOT LONG AFTER...
MY FRIENDS WON'T BE ABLE TO REMEMBER ME AT ALL... THEY'LL GRADUATE AND FIND A JOB THEN MEET LIFE PARTNERS AND GET MARRIED WITHOUT ME IN THE GRADUATION PHOTO.....
I'LL BE IN HELL LOOKING TROUGH THE GROUND AND SEEING THEIR HAPPY LOOKS AND SUCCESSFUL LIFE AND ME LYING IN THE COFFIN I DESIGN MYSELF....
I EVEN PROMISED THAT I WOULD BY MOM A FERRARI WATCH OR THOUSANDS OF WHATEVER WATCHES SHE LIKES, AND MY DAD A BILLION OF CARS HE LIKES.... HE WANTED TO CHANGE A HIGHER CAR... I SAID I'LL BUY YOU A MONSTER TRUCK, THOUSANDS OF IT OR IF IT'S NOT HIGH ENOUGH... I'LL BUY YOU A HELICOPTER.....
BUT I THINK THAT WON'T COME TRUE AFTER ALL....
MAYBE TOMOROW, MAYBE TONIGHT, MAYBE FEW YEARS....
I'M NEVER GOOD ENOUGH~
-RESULT NOT THE WORST BUT NOT THE BEST~
-HEIGHT, NOT THE SHORTEST IN CLASS YET NOT THE TALLEST...
-FIGURE,
WE ARE LIVING IN THE 21ST CENTURY WHERE THIN SLIM PEOPLE ARE CONSIDERED AS PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL.. AND I'M NOT THE PRETIEST....
IF WE WERE TO GO BACK IN TIME..
WERE FAT PLUM PEOPLE WERE BEAUTIFUL AND ATTRACTIVE.....I'M NOT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL....
-LOOKS~
I HAVE A BOY CUT HAIR....SO FROM THE BACK I LOOK LIKE A BOY...
FROM THE SIDE, YOU WILL SEE MY BOOBS.... SO I DON'T LOOK FULLY LIKE A BOY....
-ACADEMIC~
I HATE SWEATY SPORTS... YET MY SCHOOLWORK IS NOT THE BEST...
-BRAIN POWER~
I'M NOT VERY SMART JUST SMART ENOUGH TO BE SARCASTIC....
AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE I'M GOOD AT~
I THINK THAT I'M GOOD AT MUSICAL INSTRUMENT...
BUT I DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S TRUE.....
SO....
YESTERDAY...
I FOUND A LUMP ON MY HAND...
AND APPARENTLY SOMEONE TOLD ME THAT COULD BE SHINGLES...
MY MAMMA ONCE TOLD ME THAT SHINGLES COULD CAUSE DEATH...
AND THAT SCARED THE LIGHT OUT OF ME....
BUT AFTER SITTING IN THE BATHROOM AND THINKING TROUGH...
MAYBE I HAVE NOTHING TO LOOSE EVEN IF I DIE....
YES~
MY PARENTS WILL BE SAD.... BUT AFTER FEW YEARS THEY WILL GET ANOTHER CHILD~ IF THAT CHILD IS EVEN BETTER THAN ME~ THEY WILL FORGET ME TOTALLY...
SOMEONE WHO HAS THE SAME BLOOD WILL FORGET YOU...
AS THEY SAY... OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND...
THEN NOT LONG AFTER...
MY FRIENDS WON'T BE ABLE TO REMEMBER ME AT ALL... THEY'LL GRADUATE AND FIND A JOB THEN MEET LIFE PARTNERS AND GET MARRIED WITHOUT ME IN THE GRADUATION PHOTO.....
I'LL BE IN HELL LOOKING TROUGH THE GROUND AND SEEING THEIR HAPPY LOOKS AND SUCCESSFUL LIFE AND ME LYING IN THE COFFIN I DESIGN MYSELF....
I EVEN PROMISED THAT I WOULD BY MOM A FERRARI WATCH OR THOUSANDS OF WHATEVER WATCHES SHE LIKES, AND MY DAD A BILLION OF CARS HE LIKES.... HE WANTED TO CHANGE A HIGHER CAR... I SAID I'LL BUY YOU A MONSTER TRUCK, THOUSANDS OF IT OR IF IT'S NOT HIGH ENOUGH... I'LL BUY YOU A HELICOPTER.....
BUT I THINK THAT WON'T COME TRUE AFTER ALL....
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