HEY~THERE~

there was this girl.
she liked a boy for a long time.
she thinks that this is finally the right one.
so she tried hinting to the boy.
because last time she told another boy directly that she liked him.
and what did she get?
all she got was a phone call from the boy telling her that they are can't be together because he has a girlfriend.
this girl was very brave. 
she accepted it and move on.
only to find out that this guy actually has no girlfriend.
her friends found out and tried to comfort her.
she was a strong girl. very quickly she picked up herself and kept walking on.
this time she will not make that mistake again.
everyone things that they are a perfect couple.
but this girl doesn't know whether is guy likes her or is he just being polite?
so she gives out hints. but he has no intention in replying.
but this guy goes around being friendly with other girls.
he tries to be friendly and casual around her,
but too bad he is not a good actor.
she feels that he is starting to keep a distance from her.
her friend found out that he has been telling other girls that she has been like interfering his life and is making him uneasy.
but her friend did not tell her.
she soon found out that one of the other girls actually has a thing for him.
she tells her friend about it.
her friend tries to make the other girls jealous and started getting really close with him.
she thinks that actually her friend has a crush on him too. 
but she doesn't ask her friend, because she was scared that the answer was yes.
she didn't know that her friend is really trying to help.
today,
a paper was due.
and they were suppose to submit online.
this girl found out that he didn't finish his paper and she stayed up late to help him finish it.
without letting him know, she used his account and submitted the paper.
after what he did,
she still thinks about him. 
she tells her friend that he has learnt to let go of him.
but has she really let go of him??

this was meant to be written for my friend
i know whatever i tell you to not do.
you will still do.
if you think that he is worth it, you may go on.
but i just want to let you know.
don't get your hopes high, he might not appreciate what you do.
and when he does that i hope that after a while being sad and depressed,
you promise me that you have to keep walking on just like before.
because you still have to live your life.
and after that i hope that you will have learnt a lesson.

My dreams came true and I'm gonna share

I'm gonna share how to make your dreams come true.
First I'm gonna talk about having a dream.
My dream was to have good results in my test!
And also I hope to adopt a kid.
I also hope to find an atom and name it after me!
And have it up on the periodic table ~~
The name shall be Joy-ium!
Well last but not least I also have a big dream,
About my crush.
Well by crush got a girl friend and that girl wasn't me.
I dreamt that she would somehow mysteriously disappear,
And I thought we'll this dream is a logical one.
And it might come through.
True enough my dream came true.
How you asked??
Well last few days my dad said he had to go to Europe to see the new factory,
And he said that if he had new factory he needed workers and technician.
So he had to go give a training to those guys.
And one of those guys was that girl's parents.
Her father is a technician and her mother was my dads secretary.
So in other words they migrated to somewhere in Europe.
And my crush was up sad that she did not tell him earlier .
So they broke up
And now all I have to do is swoop in and mend his broken heart.
I'm a genius!!!!! Because this is a genius plan!!!!!

got a lil problem

hey~ to anyone who is reading this~~~
do you have any gay friends??
i'm really freaked out~
one of my friends girl's friend told me that she loves me.....
and the problem is not that she has a boy friend......
but that boy friend was my ex........
and if i say yes to the girl...
will that make her boy friend think i'm helpless???

comment if you have any answers or thinking~~
tq~

LITTLE MIDDLE FREAK

U NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU'RE GONNA DIE,
MAYBE TOMOROW, MAYBE TONIGHT, MAYBE FEW YEARS....
I'M NEVER GOOD ENOUGH~
-RESULT NOT THE WORST BUT NOT THE BEST~
-HEIGHT, NOT THE SHORTEST IN CLASS YET NOT THE TALLEST...
-FIGURE,
WE ARE LIVING IN THE 21ST CENTURY WHERE THIN SLIM PEOPLE ARE CONSIDERED AS PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL.. AND I'M NOT THE PRETIEST....
IF WE WERE TO GO BACK IN TIME..
WERE FAT PLUM PEOPLE WERE BEAUTIFUL AND ATTRACTIVE.....I'M NOT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL....
-LOOKS~
I HAVE A BOY CUT HAIR....SO FROM THE BACK I LOOK LIKE A BOY...
FROM THE SIDE, YOU WILL SEE MY BOOBS.... SO I DON'T LOOK FULLY LIKE A BOY....
-ACADEMIC~
I HATE SWEATY SPORTS... YET MY SCHOOLWORK IS NOT THE BEST...
-BRAIN POWER~
I'M NOT VERY SMART JUST SMART ENOUGH TO BE SARCASTIC....
AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE I'M GOOD AT~
I THINK THAT I'M GOOD AT MUSICAL INSTRUMENT...
BUT I DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S TRUE.....
SO....
YESTERDAY...
I FOUND A LUMP ON MY HAND...
AND APPARENTLY SOMEONE TOLD ME THAT COULD BE SHINGLES...
MY MAMMA ONCE TOLD ME THAT SHINGLES COULD CAUSE DEATH...
AND THAT SCARED THE LIGHT OUT OF ME....
BUT AFTER SITTING IN THE BATHROOM AND THINKING TROUGH...
MAYBE I HAVE NOTHING TO LOOSE EVEN IF I DIE....
YES~ 
MY PARENTS WILL BE SAD.... BUT AFTER FEW YEARS THEY WILL GET ANOTHER CHILD~ IF THAT CHILD IS EVEN BETTER THAN ME~ THEY WILL FORGET ME TOTALLY...
SOMEONE WHO HAS THE SAME BLOOD WILL FORGET YOU...
AS THEY SAY... OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND...
THEN NOT LONG AFTER...
MY FRIENDS WON'T BE ABLE TO REMEMBER ME AT ALL... THEY'LL GRADUATE AND FIND A JOB THEN MEET LIFE PARTNERS AND GET MARRIED WITHOUT ME IN THE GRADUATION PHOTO.....
I'LL BE IN HELL LOOKING TROUGH THE GROUND AND SEEING THEIR HAPPY LOOKS AND SUCCESSFUL LIFE AND ME LYING IN THE COFFIN I DESIGN MYSELF....
I EVEN PROMISED THAT I WOULD BY MOM A FERRARI WATCH OR THOUSANDS OF WHATEVER WATCHES SHE LIKES, AND MY DAD A BILLION OF CARS HE LIKES.... HE WANTED TO CHANGE A HIGHER CAR... I SAID I'LL BUY YOU A MONSTER TRUCK, THOUSANDS OF IT OR IF IT'S NOT HIGH ENOUGH... I'LL BUY YOU A HELICOPTER.....
BUT I THINK THAT WON'T COME TRUE AFTER ALL....

get the hell lost!!!!

can you please get off my back?
gimme a break!!
all you have done was questioning me where did i go for holiday~
and who did i spent my holiday with!
i am proud to say i have spent my holiday not with you and not around you~
while you were busy working and busy talking to your girl friend~
i was having fun~
you think that i didn't know you have a girlfriend~
well i try not to know~
but this bitch thinks that she was with you first!
well you better tell this bitch to shut up!
before i shut her up in some room~

weird~

that freaking BITCH!
get off~
you tell me that it isn't your fault?
oh~
i see it isn't your fault that you flirt with my boyfriend?
yes~
it is my boyfriend's fault that he lets you to flirt with him~
technically~it is~
i can't disagree with that~
well boyfriend,
if you can't stop a girl from flirting to you~
then fine!
i bet your best friend can't stop girls flirting with them too~
oh~ no~
you are wrong~
i'm not gonna be a bitch like them~
of course not!
that is an insult to me~
i told you that if you are still thinking bout that girl~
you'd better get lost~
i know i'm dumb~
for doing your work for you~
i'm dumb helping you~
i'm dumb giving you hint in the test~
and nearly get caught~
i'm a straight A student~
if i get caught the teachers won't even believe that it was me cheating~
GOD!CAN YOU HELP ME? GIVE ME A CLEARER EYE!
I'M THE DUMBEST FOR CHOOSING A BOYFRIEND THAT EVERY GIRL WANTS TO FLIRT WITH~AM I?
YES I KNOW~
SO F*CK OFF! WHY STAY AROUND ME WHEN THOUSANDS OF GIRL WOULD START A WORLD WAR 3 FOR YOU!

seriously

all right!!
this is it!!!
i'm not gonna take it anymore!!!
i have done enough!
and i am not holding back anymore!
what kind of a teacher are you?
do you know what are you scolding?
the other meaning of your words to me is that:
if i bring my book i can sleep or talk?
even if i didn't take my book out.
as long as i have my book  i can talk and do whatever i want?
you say i didn't apologize.
but after i stood up and apologize you said i do not look like i agree~
i looked down on the floor 
thinking how can i agree, but what else can i do?
your the teacher, i'm the student, whatever i say is always wrong.
it's just like the mouse who messes the things in the kitchen and the cat always gets the blame.
and then, you say: if i'm convince go stand outside of the class.
this doesn't make any sense.
i'm convince that i'm wrong and you are right i still get the detention?
what if i'm not convinced at all?
do i get a treat?
NO!
i'm not saying that teachers can't scold a student~
think before you start your blah~blah~blah~
god~
what kind of a TEACHER are you??!
if there isn't a tie around me like a rope on the bulldog..
you'd be in shreds...